Saturday, September 21, 2013

Hope pt. 2

Everything is going to be just fine. Yeah breaking up is hard, but thank God for intuition and the peace that comes with making the right decision.

That's all I have to say about that.

Friday, September 6, 2013

Words of Hope

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

Revelation 21:1-4

Sometimes I just don't understand why things work out the way they do. I am trying so hard to cling to the fact that God knows what's best for me. I just have to allow him to do that...it's the hardest thing in the world. My heart is so heavy and sad. The day before yesterday I broke up with a man I loved and cared for deeply. I am downtrodden, I keep thinking of the good times, and I'm pretty tired. But every once in a while I see a little glimmer of hope...a speck of normalcy. Every once in a while God opens my eyes to things such as the verse above and for a moment, even if it's just a moment, I feel hope.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

My heart is completely broken. God please help me.