Gotta love midnight revelations. Though I can't say that this is much of a revelation as I've been struggling with this intermittently for exactly a year now. What is it about emotional hurt that causes it to want to linger and linger? I don't like it, but strange as it sounds, sometimes it felt good to wallow.
But I'm done now.
For the sake of my sanity.
For the sake of my future.
For the sake of my well-being.
For me.
I am done. Life should be about moving forward. About not letting things get to you so much. I cannot move forward if I do not let go of the past. Maybe someday I'll find someone worthwhile. But in the meantime I am going to pour every damn part of me into the things that matter: school, my family, my true friends, becoming a better person. It truly is up to me to decide how I react to life. I choose to rise above.
Watch me.
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