I think I finally figured out why I'm always seeking change. It's because I'm never happy with where I'm at.
I'm not happy at home.
I wasn't happy at Southern,
in Bolivia,
wasn't happy at camp
wasn't happy with light hair
wasn't happy with dark hair
wasn't happy without piercings
wasn't happy with my major, so I changed it 5 times
...what the hell is wrong with me? Sometimes I feel as though I still have a lot of growing up to do.
Perhaps the thing I hate most about myself is the fact that I make rash decisions without thinking things through. Oh and I'm an open book.
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